He said also, “I am the God of your father, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob.” Then Moses hid his face, for he was afraid to look at God.
Only you and God knows your hidden thoughts, what secrets that you are harboring, and why you refuse to truly take an introspective look at your true self. Perhaps it’s your way of not dealing with reality, or a lack of confidence in your God and Creator, or maybe even your inability to embrace the true vindicator Christ Jesus?
Either way, the sooner you understand that the “True and Living God”, does not see people the way that we do, and certainly is not on an adventure to accentuate your short comings, the sooner you find rest for your soul. God never sets you up to fail, and your Angels are on assignment executing success in your favor. Education is key, and knowing and understanding what your Covenant rights are is how you defend guilt, depression, and anxiety; and activate your breakthrough.
So why do we fail to forgive ourselves, or experience disruptions in our peace? Because we hide our sins, instead of embracing the word of God. (Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against thee. Psalm 119:11)
The word of God, works to first enlighten you, then uplift you, it gives you courage, then fortifies you against the flares of the devil (and even sometimes yourself) that endeavors to impale you. Once you understand and accept that there is no failure in God, you can move on without condemnation and torment to your soul even when we make mistakes.
Romans 8:1 (There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit)
Indeed: The greatest weapon that the devil can use against you is your MEMORY! Why? because no one knows your flaws, mistakes, errors in judgments, or down right bad decisions like you do, and we can’t simply un-see what we have seen. That’s why the grace of God has to be first and foremost in your mind and heart everyday, assuring that God’s genuine forgiveness, mercy and grace, is far greater than any sin, mistake, or recollection of your gross misconduct.
Acts 26:18 To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.
The disruption that you feel in your spirit, has a documented resolution, which is found at the feet of Jesus. Ask, receive, repent, and walk in grace, not condemnation. Free yourself, your soul, and your spirit from the heaviness that has created a wall between you and God. God is waiting, he is also listening even if you just whisper. It’s the deliverance that you have been waiting for, and your catalyst to freedom and peace of mind.